In a related issue, why am I afraid to ask for support from TM, the one person on the planet (that isn't related to me) that loves and supports me more than anyone else? There is a very simple thing I want to discuss. It's not a huge ordeal. Well, it could become one, but statistics say it won't be. Why am I having such a hard time asking for his help on this one? Why am I convinced that he thinks I'm crazy? I think maybe I'll ask him to read the things that made me feel so validated first. Maybe then he'll have a better idea of where I'm coming from. Why am I second guessing myself on this so much? Why do I keep feeling like he's going to think I'm a manipulative bitch? I don't have any reason to think he'd respond to this in anything less than a totally positive manner, so why do I keep beating myself down? I think I need a little more optimism in my life.
July 2017 iPhonetography
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